I have always felt the call to market, write, public speak and conduct psychic readings. It wasn't until I actually started doing it, that God blessed me.

I was wondering why Jesus was not making my life easy to become a Christian pastor of a local church. I thought for sure when I was seventeen that college would be a breeze. I expected to go through my four years of college and onto my masters. It was going to be easy right? I would finish my degree by 25 and teaching in some church, married and traveling all over the world with my children as an evangelist and psychic pastor making $300,000 a year. I had it all planned out? What happened?

When we grow up we realize that we must realistically come to our senses and see that the Lord will not force us to be in any position that will hurt our future. We must come to realize that although we would like to be earning $300,000 a year, this is not always possible. It's not an easy task to take on. We must learn to realistically believe that Jesus is the center of our world and our universe. We must come to the conclusion that we have tried our best and if your best is not good enough, we must start over again. When we loose our youthful lust for material possessions and realize that material possessions will never make us happy, we cannot begin to feel like we have accomplished anything. I have seen many great stars such as: Elvis Presley and Marilyn Monroe die of unhappiness and drug overdose. Why? If money is so great, then why can't we be happy? The truth is that money can only be an asset to happiness if you are already sharing your life with someone whom you can love and care about forever.

The relational self is made up of many parts and each part needs to be fed to some extent. The sexual self means giving God all of the glory all of the time, regardless of how we feel about someone. If you feel extremely attracted to a person, it's hard to resist the temptation to have sex with them.

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