My inner psychic spirit that lay deep inside of me was always seeking ways to improve itself. I hurt deeply from a lifetime of let down's. I often felt that God was not accepting of me for what I was and I disliked the Lord for a long time. For awhile, I wouldn't talk to Jesus. I learned that God gives us free will and if we choose to ignore him, he will allow us to do that.
As I write this book, I sense that God wants to do something for you. He wants to put situations in your psychic life that will turn your heart in different directions. Sometimes those directions are good and other times they are meant to teach you.
I became a hermit in my early teens. I learned from an early age that it's not fun to be alone. Sometimes we think people don't want to hang out with us because we are not good enough and for various reasons. People often do not look highly enough on themselves or realize what they are doing half of the time.
We become who we are through different experiences that we have in life. I've never asked anyone out on a date that I didn't find attractive. I think that we all chase after people that we find attractive or appealing to us. I think that if something from the spirit world or someone speaks to us, we seek to find out what it's all about.
God's love often leads us into circumstances that we didn't know we could handle.
Romantic crushes are hard to deal with. Loving someone can often take a lot of work and other times it will come very easy. It's the thought of the break-up that makes it hard.
My heart became numb after I was dumped some twenty times in my life by woman that didn't accept me for who I was. I was heartbroken and I thought that my heart would never find love again. I couldn't feel anything inside of my psychic spirit for anyone. I couldn't love and I wouldn't accept love back from others.
I believe that our spirit will grow distant toward others after awhile if it's not cared for properly. There is only one way to ensure yourself that you will always be able to deal with a broken heart and that's by giving your life to Jesus Christ.
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Psychic