Robinson told me in a prophetic manuscript that one day I would break free from him and with all good reason. The fact of the matter is that he backed away from our relationship and decided to never speak to me again. 

He was a miraculous man but I knew in my heart that we could never be a father and son team. 

His sexual and pornographic website was conflicting with my spiritual growth with God.  

When I moved back to New York City from Buffalo, he abandoned me and ignored me for months.  Robinson later told me that God told him to ignore me.  I believed him at first but I later came to the conclusion that he was only angry at me for not giving my weekly tithe to him.  I told him that I would because he was giving me spiritual insight and care.   I believe that he felt deep down inside of his heart that the Lord was telling him to do it, but I also knew that in my heart Jesus would never abandon me.  Jesus uses people to change the lives of others.  I knew that Jesus was my friend and he would never leave me, so why should Robinson? 

Robinson was trying to teach me a false religion that he had invented in his mind and it was only one sided.  I was shocked to learn of his inner and outer anger also.  Robinson and I were friends, but the way that he had sex with different guys behind his wife's back hurt me bad.  I couldn't believe that he could do such an act.

Robinson was the type of guy that you could learn to trust. I can remember him taking me out for dinner and driving up to my house and waiting patiently outside until I was ready.  He would often pay for our entire meal at a Perkins family restaurant.  We would sit and talk for hours.  We went through a stage where he called himself my father and I called him my dad.  I remember him calling me his son on several accounts.  He was fulfilling a part of me that never had a father and I always longed to feel a father's love.  I never trusted him fully though.  His personal actions and beliefs were often too bizarre for me to handle.  He frightened me sometimes because he told me that he hated his wife so much that he often wanted to hurt her. 

This taught me a lesson though.  It taught me not to trust ungodly men or people who seek and teach the wrong lessons in life. 

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